Yeah so i having period now and my tummy pain as hell.
Hmm. yeah. Like to think too much and find something to make myself emo?
Sohai, LOL.
Friday, March 22, 2013
Monday, March 18, 2013
Monday blueeee gonna die.
Hello guys! I'm sitting like a boss at my school now and with a very bossy posing typing my blog ahah. Hmmmm so now's another Monday! Shit yeah I only slept like 3 hours last night. Had been insomnia until 2am something and woke around 5 something. When I woke up i was like. Huh? What the heck? It's only... 5 something? Compared to the normal school days i was like. GAHHH Dont wanna wake up. It's such a big diff uh! Well feel very hungry so i asked my maid to cook instant mee for me. And took photo ahah!
Let's see how I'm changing to panda from Wendy. RAWR. and well... I hate you being weak. I mean, everyone can be weak but not at this time & this situation. BE A MAN c'mon!
And now... Let's pray for me that I won't die young when I get my papers back. Because I really did put a lots, a lots, and a lots, of effort in it. Thanks God T^T.
Going to guitar class for today's curriculum. Bye!
Let's see how I'm changing to panda from Wendy. RAWR. and well... I hate you being weak. I mean, everyone can be weak but not at this time & this situation. BE A MAN c'mon!
And now... Let's pray for me that I won't die young when I get my papers back. Because I really did put a lots, a lots, and a lots, of effort in it. Thanks God T^T.
Going to guitar class for today's curriculum. Bye!
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
The first and second day of exam.
Now im like... stress! Haha having exam now but see what I'm doing here. Hmm. :) Well the first paper already killed me —— Physics. HARD AS HELL all the teachers in school also says that physics paper is tough. Well the next paper, English. Hmm, not really confident about it but still... Okay i think? At least i wrote one and a half page (like what the instruction said). Last night was emo likeabitch, cant even remember the things that i've studied. And i was studying like hell this morning in the class. Ahaha.
Math paper, hmmm quite okay for me, not really tough. But after break our maths teachers said that our results are not really that okay.... Hmmm and i was like. WHAT. Every time when I feel confidence and the teachers are just trying to take it away from me. Haihhhh *sigh*
After break time was our biology paper. Well biology considered as my favorite and my best subject and... yes, when i was in the exam hall i feel quite confident since i really put my effort into it. But when the biology teacher entered the class and the first thing she said that was our results are not good AGAIN oh shit.
GOD BLESS ME. :(
Math paper, hmmm quite okay for me, not really tough. But after break our maths teachers said that our results are not really that okay.... Hmmm and i was like. WHAT. Every time when I feel confidence and the teachers are just trying to take it away from me. Haihhhh *sigh*
After break time was our biology paper. Well biology considered as my favorite and my best subject and... yes, when i was in the exam hall i feel quite confident since i really put my effort into it. But when the biology teacher entered the class and the first thing she said that was our results are not good AGAIN oh shit.
GOD BLESS ME. :(
Sunday, March 10, 2013
The day before exam starts.
Went photo shooting with daddy this morning, be as a model. OHMYGOD such inferior time. Woke around 6 something and prepared for the shooting, makeup, trying to make myself look better (: oh well, when we reached there to meet with the other photographers, and i saw the other models. They look sooo pretty! And i was like... any hole for me to hide? LOL.
So this is the photo that I sent to my boyfriend this morning before i going out. Hmmm to be honest i didnt put on any BB cream or whatever stuffs on my face but seriously idk why i look like a zombehhhh LOL. x)
Ahah then we had breakfast at a food court near Sungai Buluh, and the shooting started around 8 (: They went to a place... something like jungle? But not really? Idk. Rubber trees everywhere. AND WELL.... The most torment time... Mosquito! OH shytttt.
Took many photos but I dont really like since I keep feeling that me myself look ugly, but not the skills problem or whatever! Phewwww imma like.. Ewww. I ruined yr photo, i mean, the whole photo or the structure of the photo? Ahah.
After that I really can't take it anymore since the hot weather + the shitty mosquito + the bad mood because of my very shitty face AHAHA so i went up to the car to rest. Camwhore of course.
I was HotToTheFuckingMax and ItchyToTheFuckingMax when i was taking this photo. But well, from our observation, Imma trying to act cute or act shy HAHA! d:
Then continue the shooting at another place. Hmm that place is better, not that much mosquitoes. (:
LUNCH TIME.
Restaurant Bitter Gourd. WHAT? Yes, bitter gourd. Ewwww Fish that shitty bitter gourd. I dont eat x(
I was sitting there and seeing all the photographers and the models enjoying their bitter gourd ahah and i was just angry with daddy because i wanted to go the cafe next to this shitty restaurant but he doesnt let. And i was trying to be cool, not drinking a drop of water. AHAHA
After that we went back to Serdang, daddy bought me to Old Town South City for my lunch! Hahaha. Super hungry that time since I was trying to be cool at the restaurant LOL.
BACK.
Bath & Sleep, like a pig. AHAH.
Woke Up. Start studying. Studied for about..... 3 hours? But the exactly study time is about... 2 hours? Another hour i was like fooling around with all the notes... Taking photos... And chatting with my boy? Oh yeah what did we chat? (:
Hmm well let me show all the photos I've been taken when i was so call.. studying? d:
Yeah this is my bare face. Why dare not to post it when i dare to post the photo that madeup? Still me, still wendy.
Remember when I was in my previous school, i felt FUCKING INFERIOR since I always got bullied by all the classmates. And the boys always helping the pretty girls to bully me, so when i was walking in the school my head was always down.
Know what? My boyfriend told me that, I'm pretty. (:
Well many guys told me that when they see the photos of me making up. When they look at my bare face or in my previous school? Ahah bet you guys can guess their face turning like they ate shit accidentally ahaha (:
Well nothing to do with it since I've already get used to it. (':
My boyfriend said.. he wants to look at me forever (': Well i know that many guys have said this to their girls and i bet not every girl believe it now, but still, i do. I really touched and i thanked him. Because... except for my family, nobody will tell me that I look pretty and they want to look at me... (':
My boy is really my support, when I told him i wanted to study, he'll just ask me to do my best, and he'll nagging like my mom d: He'll ask me not to eat too much snacks since he knew i dont like to drink water, and he'll ask me to sleep earlier, don't give too much pressure on myself, blah blah blah d: Boy, every words that you said which is caring of me, i really do appreciate from the bottom of my heart. I really do. I know you aint sweet talking with me, and i feel warm when you trying to care about me. (: I love you.
Do my best for tomorrow, physics and english. Wendy! JiaYou! ^.<
Ahah then we had breakfast at a food court near Sungai Buluh, and the shooting started around 8 (: They went to a place... something like jungle? But not really? Idk. Rubber trees everywhere. AND WELL.... The most torment time... Mosquito! OH shytttt.
Took many photos but I dont really like since I keep feeling that me myself look ugly, but not the skills problem or whatever! Phewwww imma like.. Ewww. I ruined yr photo, i mean, the whole photo or the structure of the photo? Ahah.
After that I really can't take it anymore since the hot weather + the shitty mosquito + the bad mood because of my very shitty face AHAHA so i went up to the car to rest. Camwhore of course.
Then continue the shooting at another place. Hmm that place is better, not that much mosquitoes. (:
LUNCH TIME.
Restaurant Bitter Gourd. WHAT? Yes, bitter gourd. Ewwww Fish that shitty bitter gourd. I dont eat x(
I was sitting there and seeing all the photographers and the models enjoying their bitter gourd ahah and i was just angry with daddy because i wanted to go the cafe next to this shitty restaurant but he doesnt let. And i was trying to be cool, not drinking a drop of water. AHAHA
After that we went back to Serdang, daddy bought me to Old Town South City for my lunch! Hahaha. Super hungry that time since I was trying to be cool at the restaurant LOL.
BACK.
Bath & Sleep, like a pig. AHAH.
Woke Up. Start studying. Studied for about..... 3 hours? But the exactly study time is about... 2 hours? Another hour i was like fooling around with all the notes... Taking photos... And chatting with my boy? Oh yeah what did we chat? (:
Hmm well let me show all the photos I've been taken when i was so call.. studying? d:
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Remember when I was in my previous school, i felt FUCKING INFERIOR since I always got bullied by all the classmates. And the boys always helping the pretty girls to bully me, so when i was walking in the school my head was always down.
Know what? My boyfriend told me that, I'm pretty. (:
Well many guys told me that when they see the photos of me making up. When they look at my bare face or in my previous school? Ahah bet you guys can guess their face turning like they ate shit accidentally ahaha (:
Well nothing to do with it since I've already get used to it. (':
My boyfriend said.. he wants to look at me forever (': Well i know that many guys have said this to their girls and i bet not every girl believe it now, but still, i do. I really touched and i thanked him. Because... except for my family, nobody will tell me that I look pretty and they want to look at me... (':
My boy is really my support, when I told him i wanted to study, he'll just ask me to do my best, and he'll nagging like my mom d: He'll ask me not to eat too much snacks since he knew i dont like to drink water, and he'll ask me to sleep earlier, don't give too much pressure on myself, blah blah blah d: Boy, every words that you said which is caring of me, i really do appreciate from the bottom of my heart. I really do. I know you aint sweet talking with me, and i feel warm when you trying to care about me. (: I love you.
Do my best for tomorrow, physics and english. Wendy! JiaYou! ^.<
Saturday, March 9, 2013
March
Wheeeew time flies. Now come to 9 of March 2013.
Next week is my term exam Arghhh. Yeah I do feel stress but it won't makes me study. LOL why. :( I do concern about my studies and the future, but, hmmm i think i can only study the night before exam or else i'll forget everything if i study earlier. d: Excusesss! Gosh. I did put my effort in the 1st semester in school, (but not home ahah) hopefully my result won't make me feel i'm useless ahah.
Oh yeahhhh after exam is my sem breakkkkk :D well im gonna HANGOVER xD Seriously i miss my boyfriend so much. Hmmm sometimes i'll just angry him without reason and... eww idk how to say ahah. But when he rings me a call and all the bad mood will just gone very soon :D Sometimes i hate myself. Why am I being so crazy and stupid. LOL anyway, really thanks to him for being my backup or support. Whenever i feel helpless or lonely i'll just think about him and i'll be cheered once again :D He's my charger, it's like when your phone batt dying and you just plug the charger in and the battery will be recharged again, and so do I! LALALALA I love him so muchiiee <3 He is my sweetiee babee :D
Oh see what am I doing now, staying at my Aunt's house at Damansara and rotting with my laptop for the whole morning. I guess it's gonna last for the whole day. Ouch. Okay I really miss my boy very much. Going to talk to my boy, C'ya guys! ;)
Next week is my term exam Arghhh. Yeah I do feel stress but it won't makes me study. LOL why. :( I do concern about my studies and the future, but, hmmm i think i can only study the night before exam or else i'll forget everything if i study earlier. d: Excusesss! Gosh. I did put my effort in the 1st semester in school, (but not home ahah) hopefully my result won't make me feel i'm useless ahah.
Oh yeahhhh after exam is my sem breakkkkk :D well im gonna HANGOVER xD Seriously i miss my boyfriend so much. Hmmm sometimes i'll just angry him without reason and... eww idk how to say ahah. But when he rings me a call and all the bad mood will just gone very soon :D Sometimes i hate myself. Why am I being so crazy and stupid. LOL anyway, really thanks to him for being my backup or support. Whenever i feel helpless or lonely i'll just think about him and i'll be cheered once again :D He's my charger, it's like when your phone batt dying and you just plug the charger in and the battery will be recharged again, and so do I! LALALALA I love him so muchiiee <3 He is my sweetiee babee :D
Oh see what am I doing now, staying at my Aunt's house at Damansara and rotting with my laptop for the whole morning. I guess it's gonna last for the whole day. Ouch. Okay I really miss my boy very much. Going to talk to my boy, C'ya guys! ;)
Cute or Cool?
Well the third blog says Hi AGAIN.
By this meaning that I've got 3 blogs. Yeah. Three.
I don't like type everything in my blog. I mean, I put everything into a SAME blog. I've got a blog for my boyfriend and I (which means love diary? d:) And another for me to release when I'm emo I think..? So yeah, here's my third blog for me, and my LIFEEEE. Ahah. I think I should write down all my dairy life and keep all the memories here..? Uhmm I should ;)
As title said, Cute or Cool? Seriously IDK which is my style. LOL. If you only see the cute or the cool me. Heees yeah! Some say I'm a very cute very active girl, I mean, they said I can influence people around me to be happy. BUT some say I'm a very cool and always emo girl like when I post emo statuses on Facebook and so blah blah blah. Well sometimes I'm trying to be cool but I feel the original me was cute d: but then when I'm trying to be cute (NOH doenst mean I'm tryin' to act cute of course), I feel that's very strong feeling, I mean COOL inside. Heyyyy yeah, two pictures Cute or Cool.
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By this meaning that I've got 3 blogs. Yeah. Three.
I don't like type everything in my blog. I mean, I put everything into a SAME blog. I've got a blog for my boyfriend and I (which means love diary? d:) And another for me to release when I'm emo I think..? So yeah, here's my third blog for me, and my LIFEEEE. Ahah. I think I should write down all my dairy life and keep all the memories here..? Uhmm I should ;)
As title said, Cute or Cool? Seriously IDK which is my style. LOL. If you only see the cute or the cool me. Heees yeah! Some say I'm a very cute very active girl, I mean, they said I can influence people around me to be happy. BUT some say I'm a very cool and always emo girl like when I post emo statuses on Facebook and so blah blah blah. Well sometimes I'm trying to be cool but I feel the original me was cute d: but then when I'm trying to be cute (NOH doenst mean I'm tryin' to act cute of course), I feel that's very strong feeling, I mean COOL inside. Heyyyy yeah, two pictures Cute or Cool.
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Well I don't know.
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