So many things had happened these days. Couples in school everywhere. I'd always feel lonely in class, now, again. My girl best friend found her Mr.Right now. Happy for her. But there's one bad thing, our friendship seemed like walking to the end. Well, I understand sometimes people just need their time for their boyfriend/girlfriend, so well, I'll just leave her with her boyfriend.
Like usual, I went to her blog. I read something that really hurts. Well.. I don't need to explain much if you really understand me. If you don't understand me, there's no point explaining.
I don't know if you're reading this, but just wanna let you know I really wish that I can help you back sometimes since you helped me a lots in my studies for example biology, chemistry or physics. The thing that I can help is only yr BM and Maths (for some chapter), and I'm not trying to show off or giving instructions or whatever..
You can feel the changes and so am I. Sometimes I just try to give you some spaces with your boyfriend, I seriously have no idea why would you think that way -- about the girlier or whatever thingy.
Ya Imma just ranting like you do, yes I am.
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Like you said, we really should be quiet sometimes. I know you don't like to involve in any drama, and yes, maybe you'll think that I'm those kind of 'unrespective' people, as I always talked about people's stuffs. I don't mind if you think that way, but please, I just wanna say it all out that people wouldn't get in any misunderstanding, like D and ZY&CY's case.
And for the 'respect' and 'privacy' thingy, I not sure whether you're saying I showed others yr blog, okay I'm sorry about that, but one thing I have to let you know is, you have Jack to tell about what you're thinking, but my boyfriend wouldn't listen to me about all these. He's not in the same school with me, I can't expect him to listen to me about all these. I also have my own problem, own thing, and own stories to tell. Since you've been taken so I'd just find D to talk about it. It's not because I found a new or 'better' friend (in a way) so I seldom talk to you nowadays, do you know that? And when I tell him about my thoughts or whatever stuffs, sometimes I'd just show him what you've wrote. Because I wanna let him understand clearer, because I care. I really didn't meant to unrespect you and show others yr PERSONAL blog, well I'm sorry. Really sorry about that. You can change your blog address if you want, it's okay..
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Maybe we have the different thinking and all that, and that's why we became like this.
I've been crying for few days because of this.
Because of my past, I could hardly believe in friendship. But the moment when I chose to trust it again, what happened?
Well, I can be the quiet one, I can.
Sorry, anyway. (sincerely.)
Thursday, May 23, 2013
Saturday, May 4, 2013
Best joke everrr! d:
Saw this on Miriam's status! ;DDD
It was so funny xDD
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Once upon a time, there lived a man who had a terrible passion for baked beans. He loved them, but they always had an embarrassing and somewhat lively reaction on him.
One day, he met a girl and fell in love. When it became apparent that they would marry, he thought to himself, “She’ll never go through with the marriage with me carrying on like this,” so he made the supreme sacrifice and gave up beans.
Shortly after that they were married.
A few months later, on the way home from work, his car broke down and since they lived in the country, he called his wife and told her that he would be late because he had to walk. On his way home, he passed a small cafe and the wonderful aroma of baked beans overwhelmed him.
Since he still had several miles to walk, he figured he could walk off any ill effects before he got home. So he went in and ordered, and before leaving, had three extra large helpings of baked beans. All the way home he farted. By the time he arrived home, he felt reasonably safe.
His wife met him at the door and seemed somewhat excited. She exclaimed, “Darling, I have the most wonderful surprise for you for dinner tonight!”
She put a blindfold on him, and led him to his chair at the head of the table and made him promise not to peek.
At this point, he was beginning to feel another one coming on. Just as his wife was about to remove the blindfold, the telephone rang. She again made him promise not to peek until she returned, and away she went to answer the phone. While she was gone, he seized the opportunity. He shifted his weight to one leg and let go. It was not only loud, but as stinky as a rotten egg. He had a hard time breathing, so he felt for his napkin and fanned the air about him.
He had just started to feel better, when another urge came on. He raised his leg and RRIIIPPPP! It sounded like a diesel engine revving, and smelled worse. To keep from gagging, he tried fanning his arms a while, hoping the smell would dissipate. He got another urge. This was a real blue ribbon winner-the windows shook, the dishes on the table rattled, and a minute later, the flowers on the table were dead.
While keeping an ear tuned in on the conversation in the hallway, and keeping his promise of staying blindfolded, he carried on like this for the next 10 minutes, farting and fanning each time with his napkin. When he heard the phone farewells, he neatly laid his napkin on his lap and folded his hands on top of it. Smiling contentedly, he was the picture of innocence when his wife walked in.
Apologizing for taking so long, she asked if he had peeked at the dinner table. After assuring her he had not peeked, she removed the blindfold and yelled, “SURPRISE!”
To his shock and horror, there were 12 dinner guests seated around the table for his surprise birthday party.
It was so funny xDD
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Once upon a time, there lived a man who had a terrible passion for baked beans. He loved them, but they always had an embarrassing and somewhat lively reaction on him.
One day, he met a girl and fell in love. When it became apparent that they would marry, he thought to himself, “She’ll never go through with the marriage with me carrying on like this,” so he made the supreme sacrifice and gave up beans.
Shortly after that they were married.
A few months later, on the way home from work, his car broke down and since they lived in the country, he called his wife and told her that he would be late because he had to walk. On his way home, he passed a small cafe and the wonderful aroma of baked beans overwhelmed him.
Since he still had several miles to walk, he figured he could walk off any ill effects before he got home. So he went in and ordered, and before leaving, had three extra large helpings of baked beans. All the way home he farted. By the time he arrived home, he felt reasonably safe.
His wife met him at the door and seemed somewhat excited. She exclaimed, “Darling, I have the most wonderful surprise for you for dinner tonight!”
She put a blindfold on him, and led him to his chair at the head of the table and made him promise not to peek.
At this point, he was beginning to feel another one coming on. Just as his wife was about to remove the blindfold, the telephone rang. She again made him promise not to peek until she returned, and away she went to answer the phone. While she was gone, he seized the opportunity. He shifted his weight to one leg and let go. It was not only loud, but as stinky as a rotten egg. He had a hard time breathing, so he felt for his napkin and fanned the air about him.
He had just started to feel better, when another urge came on. He raised his leg and RRIIIPPPP! It sounded like a diesel engine revving, and smelled worse. To keep from gagging, he tried fanning his arms a while, hoping the smell would dissipate. He got another urge. This was a real blue ribbon winner-the windows shook, the dishes on the table rattled, and a minute later, the flowers on the table were dead.
While keeping an ear tuned in on the conversation in the hallway, and keeping his promise of staying blindfolded, he carried on like this for the next 10 minutes, farting and fanning each time with his napkin. When he heard the phone farewells, he neatly laid his napkin on his lap and folded his hands on top of it. Smiling contentedly, he was the picture of innocence when his wife walked in.
Apologizing for taking so long, she asked if he had peeked at the dinner table. After assuring her he had not peeked, she removed the blindfold and yelled, “SURPRISE!”
To his shock and horror, there were 12 dinner guests seated around the table for his surprise birthday party.
Friday, March 22, 2013
Stupid Period.
Yeah so i having period now and my tummy pain as hell.
Hmm. yeah. Like to think too much and find something to make myself emo?
Sohai, LOL.
Hmm. yeah. Like to think too much and find something to make myself emo?
Sohai, LOL.
Monday, March 18, 2013
Monday blueeee gonna die.
Hello guys! I'm sitting like a boss at my school now and with a very bossy posing typing my blog ahah. Hmmmm so now's another Monday! Shit yeah I only slept like 3 hours last night. Had been insomnia until 2am something and woke around 5 something. When I woke up i was like. Huh? What the heck? It's only... 5 something? Compared to the normal school days i was like. GAHHH Dont wanna wake up. It's such a big diff uh! Well feel very hungry so i asked my maid to cook instant mee for me. And took photo ahah!
Let's see how I'm changing to panda from Wendy. RAWR. and well... I hate you being weak. I mean, everyone can be weak but not at this time & this situation. BE A MAN c'mon!
And now... Let's pray for me that I won't die young when I get my papers back. Because I really did put a lots, a lots, and a lots, of effort in it. Thanks God T^T.
Going to guitar class for today's curriculum. Bye!
Let's see how I'm changing to panda from Wendy. RAWR. and well... I hate you being weak. I mean, everyone can be weak but not at this time & this situation. BE A MAN c'mon!
And now... Let's pray for me that I won't die young when I get my papers back. Because I really did put a lots, a lots, and a lots, of effort in it. Thanks God T^T.
Going to guitar class for today's curriculum. Bye!
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
The first and second day of exam.
Now im like... stress! Haha having exam now but see what I'm doing here. Hmm. :) Well the first paper already killed me —— Physics. HARD AS HELL all the teachers in school also says that physics paper is tough. Well the next paper, English. Hmm, not really confident about it but still... Okay i think? At least i wrote one and a half page (like what the instruction said). Last night was emo likeabitch, cant even remember the things that i've studied. And i was studying like hell this morning in the class. Ahaha.
Math paper, hmmm quite okay for me, not really tough. But after break our maths teachers said that our results are not really that okay.... Hmmm and i was like. WHAT. Every time when I feel confidence and the teachers are just trying to take it away from me. Haihhhh *sigh*
After break time was our biology paper. Well biology considered as my favorite and my best subject and... yes, when i was in the exam hall i feel quite confident since i really put my effort into it. But when the biology teacher entered the class and the first thing she said that was our results are not good AGAIN oh shit.
GOD BLESS ME. :(
Math paper, hmmm quite okay for me, not really tough. But after break our maths teachers said that our results are not really that okay.... Hmmm and i was like. WHAT. Every time when I feel confidence and the teachers are just trying to take it away from me. Haihhhh *sigh*
After break time was our biology paper. Well biology considered as my favorite and my best subject and... yes, when i was in the exam hall i feel quite confident since i really put my effort into it. But when the biology teacher entered the class and the first thing she said that was our results are not good AGAIN oh shit.
GOD BLESS ME. :(
Sunday, March 10, 2013
The day before exam starts.
Went photo shooting with daddy this morning, be as a model. OHMYGOD such inferior time. Woke around 6 something and prepared for the shooting, makeup, trying to make myself look better (: oh well, when we reached there to meet with the other photographers, and i saw the other models. They look sooo pretty! And i was like... any hole for me to hide? LOL.
So this is the photo that I sent to my boyfriend this morning before i going out. Hmmm to be honest i didnt put on any BB cream or whatever stuffs on my face but seriously idk why i look like a zombehhhh LOL. x)
Ahah then we had breakfast at a food court near Sungai Buluh, and the shooting started around 8 (: They went to a place... something like jungle? But not really? Idk. Rubber trees everywhere. AND WELL.... The most torment time... Mosquito! OH shytttt.
Took many photos but I dont really like since I keep feeling that me myself look ugly, but not the skills problem or whatever! Phewwww imma like.. Ewww. I ruined yr photo, i mean, the whole photo or the structure of the photo? Ahah.
After that I really can't take it anymore since the hot weather + the shitty mosquito + the bad mood because of my very shitty face AHAHA so i went up to the car to rest. Camwhore of course.
I was HotToTheFuckingMax and ItchyToTheFuckingMax when i was taking this photo. But well, from our observation, Imma trying to act cute or act shy HAHA! d:
Then continue the shooting at another place. Hmm that place is better, not that much mosquitoes. (:
LUNCH TIME.
Restaurant Bitter Gourd. WHAT? Yes, bitter gourd. Ewwww Fish that shitty bitter gourd. I dont eat x(
I was sitting there and seeing all the photographers and the models enjoying their bitter gourd ahah and i was just angry with daddy because i wanted to go the cafe next to this shitty restaurant but he doesnt let. And i was trying to be cool, not drinking a drop of water. AHAHA
After that we went back to Serdang, daddy bought me to Old Town South City for my lunch! Hahaha. Super hungry that time since I was trying to be cool at the restaurant LOL.
BACK.
Bath & Sleep, like a pig. AHAH.
Woke Up. Start studying. Studied for about..... 3 hours? But the exactly study time is about... 2 hours? Another hour i was like fooling around with all the notes... Taking photos... And chatting with my boy? Oh yeah what did we chat? (:
Hmm well let me show all the photos I've been taken when i was so call.. studying? d:
Yeah this is my bare face. Why dare not to post it when i dare to post the photo that madeup? Still me, still wendy.
Remember when I was in my previous school, i felt FUCKING INFERIOR since I always got bullied by all the classmates. And the boys always helping the pretty girls to bully me, so when i was walking in the school my head was always down.
Know what? My boyfriend told me that, I'm pretty. (:
Well many guys told me that when they see the photos of me making up. When they look at my bare face or in my previous school? Ahah bet you guys can guess their face turning like they ate shit accidentally ahaha (:
Well nothing to do with it since I've already get used to it. (':
My boyfriend said.. he wants to look at me forever (': Well i know that many guys have said this to their girls and i bet not every girl believe it now, but still, i do. I really touched and i thanked him. Because... except for my family, nobody will tell me that I look pretty and they want to look at me... (':
My boy is really my support, when I told him i wanted to study, he'll just ask me to do my best, and he'll nagging like my mom d: He'll ask me not to eat too much snacks since he knew i dont like to drink water, and he'll ask me to sleep earlier, don't give too much pressure on myself, blah blah blah d: Boy, every words that you said which is caring of me, i really do appreciate from the bottom of my heart. I really do. I know you aint sweet talking with me, and i feel warm when you trying to care about me. (: I love you.
Do my best for tomorrow, physics and english. Wendy! JiaYou! ^.<
Ahah then we had breakfast at a food court near Sungai Buluh, and the shooting started around 8 (: They went to a place... something like jungle? But not really? Idk. Rubber trees everywhere. AND WELL.... The most torment time... Mosquito! OH shytttt.
Took many photos but I dont really like since I keep feeling that me myself look ugly, but not the skills problem or whatever! Phewwww imma like.. Ewww. I ruined yr photo, i mean, the whole photo or the structure of the photo? Ahah.
After that I really can't take it anymore since the hot weather + the shitty mosquito + the bad mood because of my very shitty face AHAHA so i went up to the car to rest. Camwhore of course.
Then continue the shooting at another place. Hmm that place is better, not that much mosquitoes. (:
LUNCH TIME.
Restaurant Bitter Gourd. WHAT? Yes, bitter gourd. Ewwww Fish that shitty bitter gourd. I dont eat x(
I was sitting there and seeing all the photographers and the models enjoying their bitter gourd ahah and i was just angry with daddy because i wanted to go the cafe next to this shitty restaurant but he doesnt let. And i was trying to be cool, not drinking a drop of water. AHAHA
After that we went back to Serdang, daddy bought me to Old Town South City for my lunch! Hahaha. Super hungry that time since I was trying to be cool at the restaurant LOL.
BACK.
Bath & Sleep, like a pig. AHAH.
Woke Up. Start studying. Studied for about..... 3 hours? But the exactly study time is about... 2 hours? Another hour i was like fooling around with all the notes... Taking photos... And chatting with my boy? Oh yeah what did we chat? (:
Hmm well let me show all the photos I've been taken when i was so call.. studying? d:
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Remember when I was in my previous school, i felt FUCKING INFERIOR since I always got bullied by all the classmates. And the boys always helping the pretty girls to bully me, so when i was walking in the school my head was always down.
Know what? My boyfriend told me that, I'm pretty. (:
Well many guys told me that when they see the photos of me making up. When they look at my bare face or in my previous school? Ahah bet you guys can guess their face turning like they ate shit accidentally ahaha (:
Well nothing to do with it since I've already get used to it. (':
My boyfriend said.. he wants to look at me forever (': Well i know that many guys have said this to their girls and i bet not every girl believe it now, but still, i do. I really touched and i thanked him. Because... except for my family, nobody will tell me that I look pretty and they want to look at me... (':
My boy is really my support, when I told him i wanted to study, he'll just ask me to do my best, and he'll nagging like my mom d: He'll ask me not to eat too much snacks since he knew i dont like to drink water, and he'll ask me to sleep earlier, don't give too much pressure on myself, blah blah blah d: Boy, every words that you said which is caring of me, i really do appreciate from the bottom of my heart. I really do. I know you aint sweet talking with me, and i feel warm when you trying to care about me. (: I love you.
Do my best for tomorrow, physics and english. Wendy! JiaYou! ^.<
Saturday, March 9, 2013
March
Wheeeew time flies. Now come to 9 of March 2013.
Next week is my term exam Arghhh. Yeah I do feel stress but it won't makes me study. LOL why. :( I do concern about my studies and the future, but, hmmm i think i can only study the night before exam or else i'll forget everything if i study earlier. d: Excusesss! Gosh. I did put my effort in the 1st semester in school, (but not home ahah) hopefully my result won't make me feel i'm useless ahah.
Oh yeahhhh after exam is my sem breakkkkk :D well im gonna HANGOVER xD Seriously i miss my boyfriend so much. Hmmm sometimes i'll just angry him without reason and... eww idk how to say ahah. But when he rings me a call and all the bad mood will just gone very soon :D Sometimes i hate myself. Why am I being so crazy and stupid. LOL anyway, really thanks to him for being my backup or support. Whenever i feel helpless or lonely i'll just think about him and i'll be cheered once again :D He's my charger, it's like when your phone batt dying and you just plug the charger in and the battery will be recharged again, and so do I! LALALALA I love him so muchiiee <3 He is my sweetiee babee :D
Oh see what am I doing now, staying at my Aunt's house at Damansara and rotting with my laptop for the whole morning. I guess it's gonna last for the whole day. Ouch. Okay I really miss my boy very much. Going to talk to my boy, C'ya guys! ;)
Next week is my term exam Arghhh. Yeah I do feel stress but it won't makes me study. LOL why. :( I do concern about my studies and the future, but, hmmm i think i can only study the night before exam or else i'll forget everything if i study earlier. d: Excusesss! Gosh. I did put my effort in the 1st semester in school, (but not home ahah) hopefully my result won't make me feel i'm useless ahah.
Oh yeahhhh after exam is my sem breakkkkk :D well im gonna HANGOVER xD Seriously i miss my boyfriend so much. Hmmm sometimes i'll just angry him without reason and... eww idk how to say ahah. But when he rings me a call and all the bad mood will just gone very soon :D Sometimes i hate myself. Why am I being so crazy and stupid. LOL anyway, really thanks to him for being my backup or support. Whenever i feel helpless or lonely i'll just think about him and i'll be cheered once again :D He's my charger, it's like when your phone batt dying and you just plug the charger in and the battery will be recharged again, and so do I! LALALALA I love him so muchiiee <3 He is my sweetiee babee :D
Oh see what am I doing now, staying at my Aunt's house at Damansara and rotting with my laptop for the whole morning. I guess it's gonna last for the whole day. Ouch. Okay I really miss my boy very much. Going to talk to my boy, C'ya guys! ;)
Cute or Cool?
Well the third blog says Hi AGAIN.
By this meaning that I've got 3 blogs. Yeah. Three.
I don't like type everything in my blog. I mean, I put everything into a SAME blog. I've got a blog for my boyfriend and I (which means love diary? d:) And another for me to release when I'm emo I think..? So yeah, here's my third blog for me, and my LIFEEEE. Ahah. I think I should write down all my dairy life and keep all the memories here..? Uhmm I should ;)
As title said, Cute or Cool? Seriously IDK which is my style. LOL. If you only see the cute or the cool me. Heees yeah! Some say I'm a very cute very active girl, I mean, they said I can influence people around me to be happy. BUT some say I'm a very cool and always emo girl like when I post emo statuses on Facebook and so blah blah blah. Well sometimes I'm trying to be cool but I feel the original me was cute d: but then when I'm trying to be cute (NOH doenst mean I'm tryin' to act cute of course), I feel that's very strong feeling, I mean COOL inside. Heyyyy yeah, two pictures Cute or Cool.
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By this meaning that I've got 3 blogs. Yeah. Three.
I don't like type everything in my blog. I mean, I put everything into a SAME blog. I've got a blog for my boyfriend and I (which means love diary? d:) And another for me to release when I'm emo I think..? So yeah, here's my third blog for me, and my LIFEEEE. Ahah. I think I should write down all my dairy life and keep all the memories here..? Uhmm I should ;)
As title said, Cute or Cool? Seriously IDK which is my style. LOL. If you only see the cute or the cool me. Heees yeah! Some say I'm a very cute very active girl, I mean, they said I can influence people around me to be happy. BUT some say I'm a very cool and always emo girl like when I post emo statuses on Facebook and so blah blah blah. Well sometimes I'm trying to be cool but I feel the original me was cute d: but then when I'm trying to be cute (NOH doenst mean I'm tryin' to act cute of course), I feel that's very strong feeling, I mean COOL inside. Heyyyy yeah, two pictures Cute or Cool.
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Well I don't know.
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